Ok so pain is pretty bad today. I have tried just about everything to bring it under control and it just doesn't seem to want to be controlled. I am not a happy camper. Really I was in a very good mood today. Happy with the snow and the found cell phone. I had some writing to do and I really got a lot of it done last night. I think it is pretty good and I think it is instable. Least it was from my perspective. Made me think about myself and my actions saw some mistakes but also saw how far I have come.

I guess I am still in a good mood just not feeling so great. Ok feeling really bad.