Grief is a pain that some I know have never really dealt with. They have been spared of loosing anyone that really matters to them so far. Others like me seem to have more then their fair share.

The ache inside when you loose someone you love can be unbearable. I have written in the past thanking God for the hurts because he has used them all to shape me and he has used them for good. Things that I never could imagine anything good coming from have yielded some wonderful fruit in Gods hands.

Today right this very minute I feel like I have lost a piece of me. I ache, my heart literally hurts. I can't imagine anything good coming from this.