Topsy turvey twisted mind

Ok so a couple of days ago I had a surprise spur of the moment date. It was sort of whirl wind and wonderful. It involved the city and lots of romance then a farewell at the airport.

I almost didn't go. I almost said no. I sort of think maybe I should have, cause now, sigh.....

It reminded me exactly how much I like this guy, if only he didn't live on another continent.

He asked if I had reconsidered a move. A year ago I was dead set against it, now not so much. I have been looking into missions work not too far from where he is.

HELP ADVICE SUGGESTION

A BURNING BUSH TELLING ME EXACTLY WHAT TO DO!!