One year ago today

One year ago today I wrote a prayer request for the Chaplin family. One year ago today I was talking to Sheldon about what scripture to use during his son's funeral service. They are all doing as well as can be expected. I have kept them in prayer this long year.

I sit here remembering the past sort of smiling sort of crying. I can't believe it has been a year. I have thought of Scott a lot over the past year. When I feel really bad and the pain is more then I can bare. I wonder to myself why it was Scotts turn and I am still here. He had so much more life to live and there are times I wish I was done here.

God has a plan and he is in control there is a reason even if I can't see what it is.