so the trip to see a long lost friend may end up being even greater then I thought. Another long lost friend is most likely coming with me. These guys are both people near and dear to my heart and part of my christian family. Friend b is thinking we can make a whole weekend of it and see some of the PA area that we are going to. He wants to be sure we have some good time together.

I feel some what cheered by these plans. I love being with people who love me and who I love.

to everyone I owe a phone call

Life has been crazy in good ways and in bad.
I did get to the big E this year which was good. My boss and I decided on a Monday that we where just going to go that day and went. We had wonderful weather perfect really not hot not cold clear day. We enjoyed ourselves and I got a new mop that is cool and works as they said it would. I also got a sweet deal on a new hand bag! I am happy about that. For the first time in ages we went somewhere without kids. What a rare treat! We saw what we wanted and did what we wanted. Sue bought me pretty pins for my hair since I was sporting my new short hair cut. I bought her this gold purse that she loved. We got things for each other that we would not buy ourselves. It really was a great day.

Sue also gave me a raise which has help me out more then I can say. The raise in cost of everything was really starting to hurt. I am not doing better then I was before costs started to go up but I am even with where I was. Praise God for the answer to that prayer.

My english guy and I decided that it was time to stop dreaming that a relationship could form this way and called it quits. I think he met someone and didn't want to be talking to me the way we where and date some one so he ended the one that made sense. I knew it would happen and it is logical but it still sucks.

I have been working a lot of OT the last few weeks which has been hard but the money is helping me get caught up again praise God for the answer to that prayer. I am exhausted but managing to hang in there.

There is a chance that I will get to see one of my bestest friends ever soon. It will mean a road trip to PA but so worth it because my friend moved far far away and I miss him.


Writing has been slow not sure why maybe because I have been burning the candle at both ends and the middle and when I am home I tend to sleep.

Over the past month or so there have been a couple of one year since they died moments which I have been reflecting on.

Blogger seems to think I have a spam blog and have added word verification to my postings. This is annoying me because I forget to do it. What is really funny is there is a real lack of logic to the program that picks out the blogs. This blog is set to private which would not make sense for a spam blog. Private blogs should just be excluded. The web page that explains why a blog is selcected said that a blog with many links to the same web page. I do have links to some things but not that many and I don't think any of them are to the same page. Really I can't think of how my page was picked. I think there program needs some work. A human is supose to review my blog at which point they will take me off the spam blog list.


I have been reading blogs and I am aware of things going on that are not happy things. I am sorry there is one thing in particular that I know is hard for one of my friends. Please lift her in prayer God knows who and why. I have been praying even though I have been sort of out of touch. My heart has been on a roller coaster ride of it's own and I have been doing my best to cope with that.